Just Because You Skip Church Doesn't Mean You're Not Right With God

Hebrews 10:25, “Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.”

I cannot tell you how many preachers (mostly church pastors), have taught from the pulpit that you are not right with God if you skip (or miss) church. I have had fellow believers berate me for my medical condition over the years, scolding me for not coming to church all the time.

In 2014, at the Harvest Baptist Church on Guam, a man at church asked me if I was coming on Sunday to church. I honestly replied: “It depends on how I feel because of my neck injury.” He rudely quoted our text passage of Scripture, saying: “Forsake not the assembling of ourselves together, Brother!” I said nothing, being far more of a gentleman than he is.

In 2018, at the Lighthouse Baptist Church on Guam, a woman in front of her husband scolded me for not attending every church service. I kindly explained to her (which is really none of her business), that I take pain medications for chronic neck pain, and need to be responsible about it. I come to church when I can, when I feel up to it. She rudely replied: “Well we have a man with a heart condition in our church, who takes the same medications as you do, and he is always here!” I rarely reply to people, simply because if they are rude enough to insult me, then they will almost assuredly argue with me, and I don't need that.

I wanted to sternly reply to her: “No, he takes heart medication, but I take pain medication. I also take a prescription drug to help me sleep at night, and another drug to cope with radiating nerve pain in my limbs. So in fact we DON'T take the same medications! You don't know what you're talking about! You ought not compare me with anybody else.”

What saith the Scripture? 2nd Corinthians 10:12, “For we dare not make ourselves of the number, or compare ourselves with some that commend themselves: but they measuring themselves by themselves, and comparing themselves among themselves, are not wise.” The inspired Word of God says that it is unwise to compare our self to others. That means you! That means me! I have no right to judge you, looking down upon you based upon your church attendance pattern. I have no Biblical right to pressure you, because you don't come to church as much as I think you ought. I don't know your full medical situation (even though some people might arrogantly think they do). I don't know how you feel at any given time, and neither do you know how I feel.

I am fortunate if I get to 50% of church services. I feel constant burning throughout my body's nervous system. I have the opposite of Peripheral Neuropathy (which is damage at the nerve endings in arms and legs). I have what is medical called: Radiculitis (damage to my spinal cord, the nerve root). The unpleasant feeling is the same. My hands burn. My arms burn. My shoulders burn. Both of my arms feel inflated with air all the time. The whole right side of my body feels half asleep all the time, which is why I have a pronounced limp when I walk. This is most noticeable from standing up from a sitting position, feeling like “dead weight.” I can walk the limp out usually after a few minutes, but then if I sit down and get up, I limp much.

The bony area of the back of my neck hurts all the time, feeling like a big toothache in my neck. It is a continual bone-gnawing type of throbbing pain. At worse times, which is almost a daily occurrence, the relentless neck pain burns, which is unbearable. I took 80 mg per day of prescription Oxycontin for 11 years, but since I have moved to the uncaring state of Florida, my new doctor has reduced my Oxycontin down to only 40 per day, which is simply not enough. I am suffering in pain. People at church cannot see my pain. They don't intend to be rude, inconsiderate or abuse, but they do it in sincere ignorance, pressuring me to come to church all the time. I simply cannot, and won't! I must be responsible to stay home when I need to. In the past, at other churches, I forced myself to be there for every church service. The consequential result was that I ended up quitting church completely for years.

I wrote this blog to encourage others who don't make it to every church service. It is okay dear friend. God knows your situation. God knows how you feel. The dear Lord understands your pain, suffering and that sometimes you just don't want to be around people. Psalms 103:14, “For he knoweth our frame; he remembereth that we are dust.” Jesus cares! ...

1st Peter 5:7-9, “Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you. Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world.”

I won't make this a long blog. I've made my point. Please don't ever allow anyone to put you down, belittle you, hurt your feelings or make you feel that you are not right with God, just because you miss church. I have heard Baptist preachers pound the pulpit and tell people that they ought to be in church every time the church doors squeak on their hinges. I don't judge those preachers, but I disagree with them when it comes to certain matters. The plain truth is that there are times when we ought NOT go to church. If you are sick, you shouldn't go to church where you will infect others, and make everybody sick (Matthew 7:12).

Some churches meet once a week. Others two times a week. Before COVID-19, most churches met three times per week. Pastor Dwight L. Moody (1837-1899) was so popular as a preacher that they held church services at Moody Church seven nights a week, and had two services each night! Amen! But does God expect those individual church members to attend all 15 services (including Sunday morning)? Of course not!

Attending church is a personal matter. No one should pressure, condemn or put you down for staying home. You don't owe anybody an explanation, except God. On many Saturday nights, I cannot sleep. I have difficulty sleeping because of my nerve burning and radiating pain from my neck into my arms and legs.

Not too long ago, an insensitive woman at church hurt my feelings. Someone else had asked me if I was able to sleep better at night (she had kindly given me some Benadryl tablets to try). I told her the truth, “no.” But the other insensitive woman (who overheard our conversation) sarcastically said: “Why don't you get out of the house and go walking, or ride a bike!” She had no right to say that, as if I hadn't thought about those things. Religious people are sometimes cruel, when their lips move before their brain does, saying hurtful things.

I am not saying that we should view going to church as a trifle matter, or something to fit into our spare time, God forbid. The local New Testament church is God's tool in this world. The church has never been a building, or a place of entertainment, or a place to perform religious rituals; but rather, a church is a called out assembly of born-again saints for the work of organized soulwinning (The Great Commission, Matthew 28:19-20), a believer's family, a place for believers to be comforted and encouraged, a place to build up the family, a place to find a wife or husband, and  a place to be unconditionally loved with Christ's compassion.

Longview Baptist Temple; Longview, Texas (Pastor Bob Gray Sr.)

Beware Of Pastor Gino Jennings: He Is A Pentecostal Oneness Cult Leader Who Denies The Trinity

Matthew 28:19-20, “Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen.”

1st John 5:7, “For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one.”

Pastor Gino Jennings is an unsaved cult leader!

Pastor Gino Jennings denies the Trinity (Godhead). Wikipedia says he denies Trinitarianism (i.e., the Bible doctrine of the Trinity).

In this YouTube video, the man who made this video compares the beliefs of two different preachers, Allen Parr versus Gino Jennings. Allen Parr believes in the Trinity, but Gino Jennings does not. Jennings' voice sounds like Wolfman Jack...lol.

Jennings is a heretical Oneness Pentecostal. They believe in Modalism (a false doctrine), which Pastor Steven Anderson rightly exposes. One of Pastor Anderson's own assistant pastors, Garrett Kirchway, denied the Trinity. Kirchway believes in Modalism, and Pastor Anderson didn't know it. When he found out, he confronted Kirchway, but he refused to repent of his heresy, so Pastor Anderson had to fire him in 2018.

There's a bunch of YouTube videos refuting Pastor Gino Jennings. Here is another one that I found. Jehovah's Witnesses also deny the Trinity. The Holy Bible mentions the Godhead (Trinity) in many passages. One is in Colossians 2:2-3, "That their hearts might be comforted, being knit together in love, and unto all riches of the full assurance of understanding, to the acknowledgement of the mystery of God, and of the Father, and of Christ; In whom are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge." I wrote these articles to defend the Trinity and refute the false teaching of Modalism:

• https://www.jesus-is-savior.com/Believer%27s%20Corner/Doctrines/trinity.htm
• https://www.jesus-is-savior.com/Truths/immortality.htm

Former Moody Church pastor in Chicago, R.A. Torrey (1856-1928), wrote these helpful words.

Here are some helpful Bible Studies by Pastor Jeff Owens teaching the Trinity: 

• God The Father
• God The Son
• God The Holy Spirit | Part 2

And here is a helpful sermon by Pastor Steven Anderson called: "The Trinity In Scripture"...

The Biblical Truth Of The Godhead (aka, Trinity)

Sadly, My Worst Ministry Enemies Are Church Pastors

Matthew 10:36, “And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.”

Matthew 13:57, “And they were offended in him. But Jesus said unto them, A prophet is not without honour, save in his own country, and in his own house.”

My website ministry passed its 20th anniversary in April of 2022. Praise the Lord! But my rejoicing in the Lord is a mixed basket of emotions, because as my ministry has prospered, church pastors have become my biggest critics, enemies and source of pain in my soul. Jesus foretold in our text Scripture from Matthew 10:36, that a man's enemies would be they of his own household. I had always assumed that this verse only referred to our immediate biological family. But as I ponder this Scripture further, I think it extends to any family relationship.

I was saved at age 13 in an Independent Fundamental Baptist Church in 1980. I have been one ever since. Being Baptist doesn't affect or have anything to do with me being born-again, nor is it something that is required to get to Heaven. Truthfully, Heaven is denomination-blind. As Dr. John R. Rice (1895-01980) used to rightly say: “There is no such thing as 'the Baptist church'.” He is right! There is only “The Church.” However, it is helpful to identify one's self with a particular religious affiliation, so that other people can known our distinctives. For example: When someone tells me that they are a Seventh-Day Adventism, I automatically know fairly well what they believe, and that they are very likely not a born-again believer. SDA's adhere to a corrupt Lordship Salvation type of false gospel, which requires that a person keep God's Ten Commandments to prove that their faith is real. Sadly, this is essentially exactly what the demonic Bob Jones University (BJU) cult is also preaching today. Dr. Steve Pettit is the new president of BJU (since 2014), and he is tragically an unsaved false prophet.

I have faithfully come out against them all, to expose them as the Bible commands a man of God to do (Titus 1:9-14). As Titus 1:13 commands, I have REBUKED THEM SHARPLY that they might be sound in the faith. Sadly, they are not repenting of their false teachings. Instead, they have banned me from attending their churches. Namely, the corrupt Harvest Baptist Church on Guam, which is a cesspool of theologically incompetent BJU graduates and Pensacola Christian College (PCC) compromisers. Harvest is guilty in God's sight of promoting corruptible seed (the Devil's bibles), and of preaching another gospel (aka, Calvinist, that is, Lordship Salvation).

I gratefully attended Harvest Baptist Church for the years of 2013 to 2014. I made many friends there. I was a part of their church family. I loved them so much that I tried to help them see. Dr. Tom Ferrell (whose sermons are broadcast by Harvest Baptist Church on their KHMG 88.1 FM radio station from Guam throughout Micronesia), rightly said: “A friend helps a friend to see.” But when I took Tom's good advice and I tried to help Harvest's wrong pastors see the error of their hurtful ways, they drove me out the door and then banned me from attending their church. I was lonely without a church family, divorced and at the bottom of life.

In 2017 I literally begged like a dog three times, for Pastors' Marty Herron (the senior pastor), Joe Hanson (assistant) and Jared Baldwin (assistant) to please allow me to come back tp church again. They all cold-heartedly refused. I met with Jared Baldwin (per his request) at McDonald's in March of 2015. While there I tried to hand him a copy of Pastor Al Lacy's excellent book, “NIV: The Antichrists' Bible,” to which he put his hands in the air to signify that he wouldn't touch the book with a 10-foot pole, and actually LAUGHED IN MY FACE!!!

In hindsight, I never should have even tried to go back to that religious cult. They were wrong on repentance, wrong on the Bible, wrong on the Gospel, wrong on a bunch of doctrinal things, and I knew it, but I had already been drawn into their church family in 2013-2014 before I realized what I was getting into. My life was broken after a very bitter and painful divorce, when my former wife abandoned me in 2006. I did feel loved at first at Harvest, until I TOLD THE TRUTH, then they sadly counted me as their enemy. The Apostle Paul experienced the same cruel rejection and pain of soul in Galatians 4:16, “Am I therefore become your enemy, because I tell you the truth?” That is exactly what happened. It is so sad and wrong that a group of pastors would blackball me, despise my ministry and refuse to even allow me to attend their church, merely because I TOLD THEM THE TRUTH!!!

Thankfully, our great and just God up in Heaven sees all, and He will vindicate my truthful preaching.  Those incompetent infidel pastors at Harvest Baptist Church on Guam have mostly quit and moved on, but their evil deeds will haunt and follow them to the Judgment (Hebrews 9:27; Galatians 6:7) when they are held accountable by God for sending people to the Lake of Fire, and for willfully rejecting THE TRUTH.

Now I will move on to Pensacola Christian College (PCC), to expose them as well. After living on the island of Guam for 17 years (2004-2021), I moved to Pensacola, Florida in July of 2021. I chose to attend Campus Church at PCC. I had the misfortune of meeting Pastor Jeff Redlin (the shameful incompetent senior pastor of Campus Church at PCC) on July 4th, 2021 for the first time. I had been screwed over by the Woodspring Suites Hotel, because my flight was delayed by United Airlines when their plane had a last minute mechanical issue on Guam. So I missed my connecting flight to Denver in Honolulu. I was a day late.

The rotten hotel management were thugs and cancelled my 30-day reservation with them (wanting in their greed to take advantage of the 4th of July weekend), even though I gave them permission to go ahead and bill my credit card for the full 30 days, and assured them that I was on my way. When I told Pastor Redlin about this injustice, and that I was sleeping in Walmart's parking lot that night, he looked startled and then just cold-heartedly walked away. That is the inept pastor of Campus Church, and my first and lasting shameful impression of him as the man who doesn't care!!!

I found out quickly that Pastor Jeff Redlin is not a nice fella. He was rude toward me, insulting me in front of his wife, telling me that he would never perform a wedding for me if I got remarried. But I never asked him to perform a wedding. They guy has issues. When I first started attending Campus Church, I mentioned briefly in a lengthy email to him that I hoped to find a wife at Campus Church. I was then 54 years old. Pastor Redlin's childish and cruel reply to me was to actually scold me for coming to church to find a wife. But I had never said that was the reason I came to church. I simply said that I hoped to find a wife at Campus Church. I quickly realized that I was dealing with a very shallow and small man. To be frank, the leadership at PCC are the academic types, not church builders, so they woefully lack God's compassion for people. They simply do not know how to live, just as didn't the cruel pastors of the Harvest Baptist Church on Guam.

My regular blog and website visitors know that I mention these places and people often. I don't do it because I am having a hard time letting go; but rather, because THE TRUTH is worth fighting for!!! Lordship Salvation is a perversion of the Gospel of free grace!!! (by Pastor Curtis Hutson). You see, the Bob Jones crowd have succumbed to Neo-evangelicalism, now sinfully hobnobbing with the Franklin Graham crowd. In case you didn't know, Billy and Franklin Graham preach a false gospel. My friend Michael P. Bowen kindly exposes Franklin Graham's counterfeit plan of salvation in chapter 12 (page 121) of his excellent book: 'I NEVER KNEW YOU' (free online .pdf version). This is my favorite book authored by a man.

Of course, the inspired King James Bible was authored by God almighty! I am sick and tired of hearing messed up preachers say that the King James Bible is corrupt and imperfect, tainted by the 54 scholars who translated it into English. Dear reader, Jesus is the Living Word, and the Holy Bible is the Written Word. To say that we only have imperfect corrupt Bibles today is the same as saying that Jesus is imperfect and corrupt too, because He is THE WORD OF GOD (John 1:1-3, 14; Revelation 19:13).

Regarding the PCC camp again, I noticed almost immediately when I started attending Campus Church, that PCC sinfully bids Godspeed to the Bob Jones University (BJU) crowd. To my knowledge, Bob Jones Sr. (1883-1968), their college's founder, preached a simple free grace Gospel. I have read his books, and this is what I have found. But after Dr. Jones went to Heaven in 1968, the college began to go a different direction, at the foolish misguiding of his sons. By the time Dr. Bob Jones III was steering the BJU ship into the ground, the college was a hardcore supporter of Pastor John MacArthur (the most influential corrupt infidel of our generation, which has destroyed thousands of Baptist churches).

According to infidel John MacArthur, Jesus didn't have God's blood flowing in His earthly veins! BLASPHEMY!!! How could the virgin-born only begotten Son of God, not have God the Father's blood flowing in His veins. Jesus did NOT have an earthly father!!! Of course Jesus had God's blood in Him!!! John Macarthur is a deadly false prophet!!! Over 95% of the things that MacArthur teaches is fantastic Bible teaching, brilliant in fact. But that is what makes him all that much more dangerous and deceptive!

As with Harvest, Pensacola Christian College (PCC) has banned me from attending their Campus Church anymore. I was lonely and missed the friends that I had made at Campus Church in 2021, so in June of 2022 I wrote and mailed a humble kind letter to Pastor Jeff Redlin, begging to come back to church. I gave him my promise that IF he would allow me to come back to Campus Church, I would remove my harsh criticisms against him, Campus Church and PCC from social media. Pastor Redlin ignored me. So a month later in July I wrote a another letter and mailed two copies, one to PCC and one to all the pastors of Campus Church. Again, they all ignored me completely. What rotten religious people!

So In August, I was frustrated and I had had enough of their arrogance at PCC. So I lashed out harshly against them on social media. Only then did those hypocrites contact me to tell me that I could not attend Campus Church, because of my “consequential remarks.” What rotten jerks!!! What Jeff Redlin fails to understand is that his shameful remarks and unchristian behavior is also “consequential.” They despise me in the PCC camp because I have called them out, for wickedly bidding Godspeed to the corrupt BJU camp. The Unholy Alliance Between PCC, Harvest Baptist Church On Guam and Bob Jones University.

Kindly said, Pastor Jeff Redlin doesn't care about contending for the Christian faith. If he did, then he wouldn't have scolded me in July of 2021, falsely accusing me of “finding weaknesses” in preachers. What saith the Scripture? Titus 1:13-14, “This witness is true. Wherefore rebuke them sharply, that they may be sound in the faith; Not giving heed to Jewish fables, and commandments of men, that turn from the truth.” Jeff Redlin is WRONG Scripturally, to rebuke me for SHARPLY REBUKING the Calvinist BJU camp!!!

If Pastor Redlin (and his assistant pastor, Timothy Zacharias) were right with God, he would commend me for my ministry work, and join me exposing falsehoods and bad pastors, instead of distancing himself from me as his enemy. SHAME on Pensacola Christian College for being A.W.O.L. from the battle over the inspired Word of God, and the free grace Gospel today. SHAME on any Christian pastor professes faith in Jesus Christ, who does not “earnestly contend for the faith which was once delivered unto the saints” (Jude 1:3b). I am far from being perfect, but I have faithfully contended for the faith (and by God's grace I will continue to do so). RIGHT DOCTRINE MATTERS!!!!!!!

Sadly, my worst enemy is not witches, sodomites, abortionists or atheists; no, my worst enemies are today's money-oriented, rotten, corrupt, indifferent and incompetent church pastors. Go figure! And tragically, many of my enemies are unsaved pastors; namely, Marty Herron (former horrible pastor of Harvest Baptist Church on Guam) and Gary Walton (the new theologically incompetent pastor of the Harvest Baptist Church on Guam since 2018). God knows that I love these men with Christ's love. I am not a hateful person against people. The Lord knows that I do not harbor any hatred toward one human being. We are all in this thing called “life” together. All mankind are my brother. I love that song by The Hollies, “He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother.” All humanity are my brothers and sisters. 

But in order to truly love my fellow human neighbour, I MUST warn others of falsehoods that can deceive and send them to everlasting damnation in Hell. All of these foolish preachers today that embellish the Gospel with junk theology, are obscuring God's simple plan of salvation. Jesus warned everyone about this:

Matthew 7:13-15, “Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it. Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves.”

Our great Savior made it abundantly clear in the preceding text exactly why MOST people are traveling the Highway To Hell (AC/DC has it right, they are all on a Highway To Hell). I shudder in horror to know that Malcom Young is already very likely burning in the fires of Hell. I am sad about that. The Young family claims to be Roman Catholic, but the accursed Church of Rome cannot save anyone! Jesus warned in John 3:3b, “Ye must be born again.” Religion will send you to Hell in your sins (Matthew 15:8). You need a Savior, and His precious name is Jesus (Acts 4:10-12).

I am sad that I have been banned from attending Harvest Baptist Church (not only by the former pastor Marty Herron, but also by their new horrible pastor Gary Walton). I am sad that I have also been banned from attending Campus Church at PCC. What was my crime? What was my offense? I TOLD THE TRUTH!!! I took a Biblical stand against the Devil's Bibles. PCC won't expose them! I took a Biblical stand against the Devil's Lordship Salvation. PCC won't expose the Devil's false gospel. Why am I doing all the preaching against these evils? Where is my Christian brothers in the PCC camp? I'll tell you, they are too choked by the cares, riches and pleasures of this life, too busy making money, to care about RIGHT DOCTRINE!!!

But even though I have become The Dark Knight (the hero who is saving Gotham City from itself), in so doing I have been turned into the hated villain. It is tragic that in 2022, a faithful man of God who preaches THE TRUTH, is hated and despised by pastors and churches. The sad truth is that Bob Jones University has deteriorated (especially under the incompetent leadership of Neo-Evangelical Dr. Steve Pettit since 2014) into a dangerous religious cult. They do not preach a free grace Gospel anymore; but rather, Calvinism! You won't find that garbage taught in the inspired King James Bible!!! I have done nothing wrong to expose the Bob Jones camp. But Pastor Redlin, Campus Church and PCC are guilty in God's sight of wickedly bidding Godspeed to the Bob Jones University cult.

I am not a big Dr. Peter S. Ruckman (1921-2016) fan. I humbly disagree with several of his false teachings, which include endorsing abortion, and his horrible claim that people were saved by works in the Old Testament under the Mosaic law. Acts 10:43 exposes Dr. Ruckman as a liar! Having said that, I 100% support Peter Ruckman's efforts to expose the Satanic Brooke Westcott and Fenton Hort corrupt 1881 text, upon which all of the Devil's modern bibles are based. Only the inspired King James Bible stands alone, which is NOT based upon Westcott and Hort's junk Alexandrian manuscript (it was found in the city of Alexandria, Egypt).

Also, my friend Pastor Max D. Younce does a superb job exposing the evils of Westcott and Hort. If you'd like to hear the entire MP3 Bible series by Dr. Younce, here it is. GOOD STUFF!!! I am thankful that God is using a humble, broken, nobody, sinner like me to help people for Jesus Christ. That is all I have ever wanted since I got saved at age 13. At age 15, in church one day, I surrendered my life to serve God for the rest of my life. At age 18 I went off to Hyles-Anderson College (1985-1993), where God changed my life and prepared me for my lifetime ministry, under the beautiful mentorship of Pastor Jack Hyles (1926-2001), my hero of the Christian faith. I thank God for that wonderful opportunity.

Sadly, the PCC camp is nothing like Hyles-Anderson College (HAC)when I attended. At HAC, Dr. Hyles refused to put teachers into the classrooms, he wanted PREACHERS in all the classrooms. Pastor Hyles only wanted men who were actively invo0lved in bus ministries, prison ministries or some type of soulwinning endeavor. In sharp contrast, PCC has academic types in the classrooms, yuppies, salary-suckers, who aren't zealous soulwinners. When I attended Campus Church at PCC for a few months in 2021, I never heard the word “soulwinning” mentioned even one time! That is pathetic!!! Sadly, they don't have an aggressive soulwinning ministry at Pensacola Christian College. Their main thing is making money from education.

When I attended the Lighthouse Baptist Church on Guam in 2018, their pastor Sean Quinlan (a PCC intern pastor) refused to contend for the faith. During the time that I attended that church, Pastor Quinlan admitted to me that he doesn't know one thing wrong with the Devil's modern bibles. That doesn't surprise me, because that is the shameful attitude of the entire PCC camp. They don't care about fighting the good fight of faith at PCC. I didn't write this blog to attack anybody, God knows my heart; but rather, to continue to raise awareness to the apostasy going on in our churches and the shameful Bible colleges that mistrain their pastors. 

Case in point: Over 97% of today's Bible colleges and preacher's seminaries deny that we have an inspired perfect Holy Bible today. That is inexcusable!!! Instead, they all falsely claim that only the original autographs of the Word of God were inspired. Unfortunately, none of the those originals exist anymore today, which means (if they are correct) that we don't have God's Word. I refuse to believe that our omnipotent God, who created the universe by the mere Word of His mouth in a moment of time, and that this same incredible God who will one day reanimate every dead and departed cell of our body into a new glorified body (Philippians 3:21), is incapable of preserving His perfectly inspired Words for every generation (Psalms 12:6-7 - cited only from King James Bible, because all modern bibles corrupt this passage).

I am not the bad guy for preaching THE TRUTH. I am your friend. I am the preacher's friend. I am the pastor's friend. I am the church's friend. Why? It is because I am TELLING THE TRUTH!!! God's Word is TRUTH (John 17:17). Jesus is TRUTH (John 14:6). Romans 3:4 promises that God is on my side as long as I preach THE TRUTH.

I had promised both the Harvest Baptist Church on Guam, and as well the Campus Church at PCC, that if I could simply come back to attend church, that I would remove all my criticisms from social media and not out them back. Sadly, they all refused, which blows my mind. It just shows how arrogant these religious men are, with their misplaced egos and petty prejudices. I have a hard time understanding how any so-called “man of God” could deny a hurting man, who is apologetic and willing to make peace, the right to merely sit in church. Go figure!

Wow, they must really be intimated by me. Telling THE TRUTH is the fastest way to get kicked out of church and recommended for therapy. In truth, all of those terrible pastors are the ones who need a lot of therapy. They ought to be fired, the sooner the better! 1st Kings 18:21, “And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the LORD be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word.”

There Is No Love At Pensacola Christian College

1st John 3:17, “But whoso hath this world's good, and seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him, how dwelleth the love of God in him?”

Pastor Jeff Redlin has no honor. I mailed two separate letters (one to Jeff Redlin on June17th, 2022 and the other to all the pastors of Campus Church on July 21st, 2022), and one email to Pastor Redlin on August 2nd, 2022, and a separate letter to PCC on July 21st, 2022, pleading with them all for forgiveness, so that I could come back to Campus Church. I offered to do whatever is necessary to come back to Campus Church, and Jeff Redlin knew it. But he waited SIX WEEKS to write me back, and I didn't understand why. So I finally had had enough and I lashed out against them on August 2nd, 2022 on my website ministry. It is obvious to me now that Redlin was hoping I'd do just that, grow tired of waiting, so that he'd have the excuse he wanted to permanently get rid of me. Jeff Redlin has no humility or love!

Even though I offered to do whatever they require to make peace, Redlin sinfully manipulated my words, claiming that they were waiting for me to remove my harsh comments against the from social media. But I had plainly told the pastors of Campus Church (and PCC) that I FIRST wanted to know if I could come back to Campus Church, which they refused to do. THE TRUTH is that neither Jeff Redlin or Timothy Zachariah wanted me to come back to church. They ignored my promise to do whatever they required to make peace. They were just looking for any excuse they could find to ban me from attending church, even though it was so obvious that as a hurting and tired man, I simply wanted their love and a second chance to attend church. I didn't ask to work on staff or enroll in PCC, I just wanted to attend church. What kind of ungodly pastors refuse to let someone even sit in church? Ungodly men!

Pastor Redlin further twisted my words around, saying that even though they refused to allow me to come back to Campus Church, they hoped that I would keep my promise to remove my comments from social media. But I never promised to remove my comments from social media, unless they first agreed to let me come back to church. Why should I spend months removing comments from social media, hurting my ranking in Google search engine for missing webpages, just to find out that PCC still refuses to forgive me? So, no, I'm not removing anything, since they are filled with hatred and refuse to give me a second chance to attend church. That is not Bible Christianity.

Although Jeff Redlin has cruelly referred to my online preaching as “consequential,” I have no regrets for telling THE TRUTH. I exposed Jeff Redlin and company for wickedly bidding Godspeed to the hellbound Bob Jones University (BJU) camp and their damnable heresies of Lordship Salvation, and wrong repentance (aka, turn away from sinful behavior to get to Heaven garbage theology). RIGHT DOCTRINE MATTERS!!!

I also told the world online about Pastor Jeff Redlin's abusive nature. The guy has a small heart, but gets paid a big salary. When I first met Pastor Redlin at the 4th of July picnic in 2021 at Campus Church, I told him that I had just arrived from the island of Guam 36 hour earlier, but was sleeping in Walmart's parking lot. He just cold-heartedly walked away from me. I was hurt that the senior pastor of Campus Church, having tons of resources at his disposal, would rather just leave his Christian brother sleeping in a Walmart parking lot. 1st John 3:17, “But whoso hath this world's good, and seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him, how dwelleth the love of God in him?”

And then a couple days later I emailed Jeff Redlin to introduce myself, explaining my painful divorce 15 years earlier in 2006, when my former wife abandoned me. I spent 5 hours composing me email, wanting to make sure it was exactly what I meant to say, and respectfully written. I couldn't have been more kind, loving and respectful. Toi my horror, Redlin replied by scolding me for mentioning that I hoped to find a wife at Campus Church. I realized at this moment that I was dealing with a small-minded religious man, who is self-righteous and woefully lacks God's compassion for hurting people.

That is so tragic, that PCC would subject its thousands of students to such a shallow, religious and strictly academic type person, who lacks God's compassion for people. This seems to be the norm in the PCC camp—a lot of formal religion, snobby culture and restrictive rules (the letter of the law); but there is little love and the Holy Spirit of God. I was abused by Jeff Redlin, and the abuse continues in 2022. He refuses to make peace with me. That is so sinful and wrong. It is really evil. By the way, I am still wanting to make peace with the PCC camp, anytime Pastor Redlin decides to grow up and communicate with me like two adults. All I am asking in return is to be able to attend Campus Church. PCC refuses to do it. What does that say? No doubt Jeff Redlin will make a bunch of lame excuses, which is his pattern. But I will do WHATEVER IS REQUIRED by PCC to make peace with them, but they won't meet me half way to give me the opportunity. PCC doesn't care about making peace, they just want more money. I know that greatly offends PCC, but their refusal to allow me to attend Campus Church proves that it is tragically the truth.

Just as all wicked people do, Jeff Redlin selectively read my letters, only seeing what he chose to see, trying to manipulate my words in an attempt to blame me for his wicked refusal to help a hurting Christian brother. Jeff Redlin is not a nice man. My offer still stands PCC camp. I PROMISE to remove all my comments from social media, and never put them back again, BUT ONLY IF Pastor Jeff Redlin wants to make peace with me as well, so that I can once again attend Campus Church. The sad truth is that Redlin is a manipulative liar, who secretly in his black heart harbors hatred against me, which is tragic. He'll falsely accuse me of not removing my harsh remarks from social media, but I asked him if I could please come back to Campus Church, which he refused to answer for SIX WEEKS, until he finally said no way.

I admirably took the initiative to contact Jeff Redlin, Campus Church and PCC, offering to reconcile with them. No one in the PCC camp ever took the initiative to make peace with me. That's because no one gives a damn over there at PCC. There is no love or desire to reconcile with their enemies. Anybody would get upset after being totally ignored for 6 weeks!!! What is wrong with Jeff Redlin? I am not good at playing Redlin's mind games. It shouldn't be a chess game when someone begs for forgiveness so they can come back to church. I was waiting for Pastor Redlin to meet me halfway, expressing his desire to also make peace with me, but he stubbornly refused to do so.

Pastor Redlin wanted me to crawl on my hands and knees like a dog, jumping through his hoops and totally submitting myself as his slave, but I am not for sale folks! All he needed to do with communicate with me like a reasonable adult, which he refused to do for six long weeks! Jeff Redlin and Timothy Zacharias behave as two children, who are too immature to meet with people. I offered to come down to Campus Church, so we could sit down and have a meeting, but they refused. It wasn't until I had finally had enough of their evasive behavior for 6 weeks, that I finally lashed out against those pastors and PCC on social media.

Then at that point, Jeff Redlin he told me that I couldn't attend Campus Church ever again. That is the typical abusive nature and hatred which permeates from the PCC camp. They push people!!! They do everything in their power to control, upset and ostracize people; and then when those people react unfavorably, PCC blames and kicks them out of their religious cult! God sees the evil that the pastors of Campus Church did to me, and the Lord will deal with them. It couldn't be more obvious that I fully willing (and wanted) to make peace with the PCC camp (and my offers to make peace still stands). But I won't be bullied by two thug pastors!!!

Unlike Pastor Jeff Redlin (who in his last email to me on August 2nd, 2022 said that because of my “consequential” remarks online I am banned from Campus Church), my last email to him afterwards was filled with love, apologies and still humbly begging to come back to Campus Church). Redlin refuses to reply, as usual. Who wants to make peace in this dispute? I do. Who is the only one making an effort to reconcile? I am. So what is wrong with Jeff Redlin and Timothy Zacharias, who hide as cowards in their church office? I will gladly meet with them anywhere, anytime, so we can talk this out and reconcile. They won't do it.

Dear reader, whoever you may be friend, there is no love at Pensacola Christian College. Oh yes, there is emotionally provoking singing. Oh yes, there is snobby culture, with their elaborate orchestra and opera type singers. Oh yes, there is a big fancy building. But there is no genuine love for hurting divorced people like me. Pastor Redlin berated me as a divorced person. Right in front of his lovely wife, he embarrassed me, telling me that even if I did find a wife he refused to perform the wedding. What a horrible thing to say to a hurting and lonely divorced man.

This is why Jeff Redlin won't allow me to come back to Campus Church, because I grabbed him by the short-hairs, when I told the world on social media what he did to mistreat me as a human being. It was bad enough that he just walked away, after I told him that I was sleeping homeless in Walmart's parking lot. But then he cruelly scolded me for mentioning that I hoped to find a wife at Campus Church. In lieu of all the several dozens things I mentioned in my first heartfelt email to him, trying to become his sincere friend, Redlin shamefully chose to focus on my comment that I was lonely for 15 years and hoped to find a Christian woman to marry at church. What a hateful pastor!

And then he adds salt to the would by embarrassing me in front of his wife on a Sunday morning. Tyranny is rarely seen by those who are not oppressed by it. Jeff Redlin has most people fooled, pretending to be some humble man that actually cares, but it is a masquerade. In reality, Jeff Redlin is an insecure little man who is a coward, full of resentment and hatred for anyone (like me) who dares to call him out and criticize him. As the senior pastor of PCC, Redlin gets paid well over $100,000 per year. Campus Church took in $3,500,000 just in 2020, finishing the year 2020-2021 with $1,200,000 left in the bank. Their exorbitantly high salaries are sickening!

PCC is infamous for discarding unwanted students and people in their Campus Church. That is not Bible Christianity. You either love everyone or you love no one! Jeff Redlin despises me. The great loving heart of our God is not present in the PCC camp. While I attended Campus Church, I did not discern God's Spirit in that place; but rather, the haughty spirit of man. PCC is guilty of merely going through the external motions of playing church, but there is no compassion for hurting people like me.

Like sicko Hollywood, PCC likes to fall all over themselves with awards, praising each other, but there is no love. I cannot help that I am divorced. My former wife left me and refused to reconcile in 2006. I have reluctantly lived alone since, depressed and suffering with inexplicable pain of soul. Yet, insensitive Pharisees like Jeff Redlin just expect lonely people like me to pray about it and be single for the rest of my life, while he gets to go home and enjoy his wife every night. Does that even sound reasonable, at all? Kindly said, the PCC camp are out of touch with reality. PCC attracts mostly married couples, since they are hard on divorced people, making them feel inferior, bad about themselves and unwanted at Campus Church. They do have some formerly divorced people who are now married at PCC, but if you are divorced like me, single, and hoping to remarry, they will shun you!!!

THE TRUTH is that Pastor Jeff Redlin, and his accomplice Tim Zacharias, were looking for any reason that they could find to prevent me from returning to Campus Church. Even though I poured out my heart to Pastor Redlin in a letter mailed to him on June 17th, 2022, he totally ignored me! If he had God's love, after reading such a humble letter, he would have taken the initiative to reply right away, to encourage me, since I was trying to do the right thing. And then in frustration one month later, after still not hearing back from anyone, I wrote a second letter on July 21st, 2022. I mailed two copies, one to the dear pastors of Campus Church, and the second to Pensacola Christian College. I again poured out my heart and apologized to everyone, but they all completely ignored me! Who wouldn't be hurt and get upset at this point?

So on August 2nd I lashed out on social media against Campus Church and PCC, rightly accusing them of refusing to forgive me so that I could come back to church. In his typical cold-hearted and deceitful fashion, Pastor Redlin blamed me, accusing me of not removing my criticisms from social media as I had promised. But I never promised to do anything until I heard back from him, wanting to know if he agreed to let me come back to church. The reason why I didn't remove my criticisms is because I still stand behind them 100%. Jeff Redlin falsely accused me in July of 2021 of “finding weaknesses in preachers” with my website ministry. He slanders my life's work and has nothing good to say about it?

Something that I really loath about some bad pastors, is that they are selective in who they care about, and who they don't. If there was ever someone that Christ had a legitimate reason to hate and despise, it was Judas who betrayed Him to be crucified on a cross. But what did Jesus call Judas, “Friend.” Dear reader, you don't get to pick and choose who you love. You either love everyone, even the most annoying and rotten human being on earth, or else you don't really love anybody, even though you may pretend to do so. The one great thing that I see missing in churches and pastors today is God's unconditional love for hurting people.

In my last email to Pastor Redlin, I kindly explained that my rantings against him on social media were really just a hurting and broken man, reaching out to be loved. And yet, he refuses to have anything to do with me. That is so wicked and wrong!!! I will continue to pray for Jeff Redlin, that God will convict his wicked and cold heart, so that at some point he will begin to truly love people. Only God can take a man and BREAK HIM, so that he will learn to love. Redlin said on August 2nd, 2022 to me, that remarks on social media were “consequential,” so that they won't permit me to attend Campus Church anymore. Folks, that is unforgiveness! That is carnal hatred of others. That is a refusal to forgive. You cannot merely tell someone that you forgive them, but then deny them permission to come to church to sing and fellowship with other believers. Sadly, something is very wrong with Jeff Redlin and Timothy Zacharias. They are shallow-minded men who lack God's love and understanding.

There is no love at Pensacola Christian College.